Awake in the middle of night
I think of things I might do tomorrow
Or I think of things I wish I hadn’t done in the past
Or I curse the Gods for a mind that won’t quit
Then I remember
I’m lucky to be alive
Tricia Schwaba 12/2025
Awake in the middle of night
I think of things I might do tomorrow
Or I think of things I wish I hadn’t done in the past
Or I curse the Gods for a mind that won’t quit
Then I remember
I’m lucky to be alive
Tricia Schwaba 12/2025
We’re not one of yours, we are not who you are
Ones seeking riches, leaving trash in your wake
You get what you want, you toss it aside
Then claim that the poor take and take
I would argue it is you with your investments & gold
That take and take but remain
In the mindset of lack, in the slime of excess
Laying on the rebellious the whole of the blame
The time is now, we have come to the bend
When your money and excess breaks down
Nature is angry at those at the helm
She holds no mercy for the rich side of town.
Today is the day, now is the time
We say ENOUGH! and gracefully rise
We do no harm but take no shit
Our strength - open hearts and minds
Tricia Schwaba, 9/2025
Artwork: Anon
Life is a river
When it roils
I can’t get a breath
Hard to stay afloat
Struggle for air.
When it calms
A steady strength
Float without resistance
Deep breaths come easy.
In those moments
I am home.
Tricia Schwaba, 2025
Tricia Schwaba, June 2025
Tricia Schwaba, From the Archives
I unwrap the paper
Recycle the waste
I read the words
That proclaim our fate
”You all leave
You all doubt
You all hold in
Incredible amounts
Release & breathe
Feel the tugs on your sleeve
Trust the moment
Allow it to be
Sing your own praises
Through windblown trees”
She beckons me forth
To heavens reprieve
Tricia Schwaba, from the archives
Moving through life
Moving through greed
Movement restricted
Movement freed
Let’s not pretend
We don’t know the deal
We’re gluttons for stuff
Neglecting what’s real.
Moving through life
Your unique pace
Calling upon source
Eternal grace
Point your body
Towards a new plan
One less pent up
At last you stand
Move with meaning
Be light, understanding
An easy pace
One less demanding
Making better choices
New motivation
Stimulate and inspire
Divine creation.
Tricia Schwaba, from the archives
Art Source: Anon
Tricia Schwaba 2024
Time it fades
Wisdom it expands
Love is constant
Making no demands
Tricia Schwaba, 2024
Tricia Schwaba Poetry, 2024
My wish for you is to claim witness to your own beauty
To continue to see yourself well beyond the filter of humanity
To nourish the subtle energy that flows through you
That sustains you
That transports you
That loves you
That is you
My wish is that you continue to offer yourself unfettered love
That you honor your practices of self care
The reverent practices of self sustenance
The practices that are kind allowing you to splash that kindness outward
My wish for you is that you take your long spine out into your world
That you continue to stand proudly root to crown in your gracefully aging body
To stand tall releasing the petulant kinks that inhibit pranic flow
That you ground like the pines deeply and securely
That you never topple despite the threatening storm
Being a balanced inspiration for she who is untethered
My wish for you is that you continue to honor your unique power
Gently bestowing it outward
Pouring it into the inevitable pockets of weakness you will open
And to continue to be the steady
Unwavering
Beauty-drenched soul you are
These are my wishes for you today
And for the rest of your days
Tricia Schwaba 8 28 2024
honoring the strong, northwoods women of the mat
It wasn’t a cool breeze like that on an evening in the Northwoods
But a fear- laden, icy attempt to freeze her own discomfort
She plays hide-and-seek with her bitchiness finding it in those
Convenient times when faced with reality of her past actions
I see her— she cowers at the thought of attempted healing
I know her— she shrinks at the thought of contrition
I’ve been there— that land of self pity
It is rocky, cold
No good can take seed and grow
Feigning comfort, she keeps herself wrapped
In a fluffy blanket of deception harboring her delusions
And only those that validate them
With her self-loathing she deceives
Not others as is her intention
Only herself
She is me before I soaked in the warmth of my flawed life
That now brims with love
Tricia Schwaba
Here I am standing— over 7 decades old
Wondering if I’ll clear all the hurdles
My pace has been steady up to this point
And my dreams have yet to curdle
I know of others in this same class
That have fallen to their knees
Their hearts, their livers, or their wills give out
No longer able to appease
The terrain gets rocky at unexpected bends
Storms stir up after making tough amends
Must breathe into pain, stretch away from doubt
Finish the race with an ethereal shout
I know I’ll swirl in the freedom of knowing
Any nagging doubts were amiss
It was really about trusting my guts lead
And never shunning the bliss
The segments of my life well lived
Will travel well beyond me
I’ll climb onto the medal stand
As the Gold is laid upon me
Now I’m a free flying spirit,
No chains of humanity bind me
Will I move up with a cosmic thrust
Or will the next plane unwind me?
We’ll see
Tricia Schwaba, 2024
I am from Chicago
The concrete bastion of the Midwest.
I am from Catholics
One whose faith withered one whose faith smothered.
I am from Sunday night political discussions
Hippies versus squares
I am from music
Ragtime, classical, rock’n’roll, opera
I am from limbs long tired and weary
Strong and persistent
I am from beer and marijuana
Believing there are no obstacles.
I am from doubt and hesitation
Believing I can do nothing
I am from vegetarian creations
And lamb cooking with mesquite.
I am from softball, basketball
Golf, swimming & volleyball
Running bases, around the world
Bounce or fly and red light, green light.
I am from the clarity of the Northwood’s night sky
And the roots of the mighty pines
I am from reveling in the spring-fed waters
Of nature’s liquid healing
I am from red wine and potato chips
Cheese crisps, smoothies
I am from trampolines and dance floors
Back-flips and pirouettes
I am from the rhythm of the universe
Tempting my lithe body into profound symbols
I am from love everlasting
& Eternal gratification.
Tricia Schwaba Poetry
I wrote this piece when I heard, not so long ago, that women (young or old apparently) are now being encouraged to be thin enough so that their thighs don’t touch. This bothered me as much as any of the other societal “beauty” standards that circulate throughout our society. We are all different, with different bodies, ideas and intentions. Let’s keep it real shall we?
Tricia
Feel it don’t resist it
Travel through it unafraid
For it will call you, it will tempt you
You’ll find its strength, it doesn’t fade.
Feel it don’t resist it
Stand and gaze the face of fear
Just remember when it calls you
You are stronger, with it near.
Feel it don’t resist it
Embrace it like its fashion
It’s here to teach, it’s here to probe
Inspire you, ignite your passion.
Feel it don’t resist it
Though the urge will come to flee
Feel it all, resist it not
For its blessing is peace & harmony.
Tricia Schwaba 2024
I suppose the voice has been with me since before my time on Earth.
And once I was conceived it guided the timing of my birth
Into the perfect circumstance for just that prime succession
Of events that would bring the lessons that would eliminate my obsessions.
I suppose that my mom and dad were chosen specifically for me
That the combining of their energies would offer exactly what I needed
To evolve into the adult that I have so uniquely become
To stand upon my mountaintop and beat my solitary drum.
I suppose that when I leave the Earth there will be a certain kind of heartache
& my energetic influence will be shifted to another time and place
Perhaps that voice will call, to remind me of what lives on
As I find an orbit in my new found sphere and new oceans to make waves upon.
Tricia Schwaba Poetry, from the archives
How impressed our society is with money & celebrity.
How sad that goodness & integrity so often
go unnoticed & unrewarded.
How revealing is our infancy.
Tricia Schwaba
art source— anon
Time is of the essence, what does that mean?
Does it mean I’m running late? Need a change of scene?
Life whirled around me in my much younger years
Distracting me with chaos, calling in my fears.
In this present moment I feel free of the denial
That led me to nothing but shit stacked in a pile
True, time is of the essence but so is gratitude
Each day expressed, it shifts collective attitudes.
Our essence is a jewel mined from deep within
Clear of ancestral patterns, it can tell us how it is
Crack the stubborn shell stretching limbs to divine
We emerge from the dark of a weary, tired mind.
Tricia Schwaba, from the archives
There is nothing there to gaze at
There is nothing there to feel
There is nothing there of substance
Nothing to take a bite of
There is nothing to flee.
She is a void
Her body’s done
Her spirit loosened
Her time has come
Tribulations released
She is free.
Tricia Schwaba Poetry, 2023
Tricia Schwaba
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