Tricia Schwaba Poetry

Feel It Don't Resist It

Feel it don’t resist it 

Travel through it unafraid

For it will call you, it will tempt you

You’ll find its strength, it doesn’t fade.

Feel it don’t resist it

Stand and gaze the face of fear

Just remember when it calls you

You are stronger, with it near. 

Feel it don’t resist it

Embrace it like its fashion

It’s here to teach, it’s here to probe

Inspire you, ignite your passion.

Feel it don’t resist it

Though the urge will come to flee

Feel it all, resist it not

For its blessing is peace & harmony.

Tricia Schwaba 2024

I Suppose

I suppose the voice has been with me since before my time on Earth.

And once I was conceived it guided the timing of my birth

Into the perfect circumstance for just that prime succession

Of events that would bring the lessons that would eliminate my obsessions.

I suppose that my mom and dad were chosen specifically for me

That the combining of their energies would offer exactly what I needed

To evolve into the adult that I have so uniquely become

To stand upon my mountaintop and beat my solitary drum.

 

I suppose that when I leave the Earth there will be a certain kind of heartache

& my energetic influence will be shifted to another time and place

Perhaps that voice will call, to remind me of what lives on

As I find an orbit in my new found sphere and new oceans to make waves upon.

Tricia Schwaba Poetry, from the archives

Time Is of the Essence-- Poetry by Tricia

art source— anon

Time is of the essence, what does that mean? 

Does it mean I’m running late? Need a change of scene?

Life whirled around me in my much younger years

Distracting me with chaos, calling in my fears.

In this present moment I feel free of the denial

That led me to nothing but shit stacked in a pile

True, time is of the essence but so is gratitude

Each day expressed, it shifts collective attitudes. 

Our essence is a jewel mined from deep within

Clear of ancestral patterns, it can tell us how it is

Crack the stubborn shell stretching limbs to divine 

We emerge from the dark of a weary, tired mind. 

Tricia Schwaba, from the archives

Time Is of the Essence-- Poetry by Tricia

art source— anon

Time is of the essence, what does that mean? 

Does it mean I’m running late? Need a change of scene?

Life whirled around me in my much younger years

Distracting me with chaos, calling in my fears.

In this present moment I feel free of the denial

That led me to nothing but shit stacked in a pile

True, time is of the essence but so is gratitude

Each day expressed, it shifts collective attitudes. 

Our essence is a jewel mined from deep within

Clear of ancestral patterns, it can tell us how it is

Crack the stubborn shell stretching limbs to divine 

We emerge from the dark of a weary, tired mind. 

Tricia Schwaba, from the archives

I Suppose-- A Poem of Gratitude

I suppose my voice has been with me since before my time on Earth.

And once I was conceived, guided the timing of my birth

For the perfect circumstances for that supreme succession,

Events bringing the lessons that could eliminate my obsessions.

I suppose that my parents were chosen specifically for me

The combining of their energies offering exactly what I’d need

To evolve into the adult that I have so uniquely become

To stand upon my mountain, beat my solitary drum.

 

I suppose when I leave the Earth there’ll be a certain sort of heartache

& my energetic influence will fly free to start the remake

Perhaps that voice will call, to remind me of what lives on

As I find an orbit, a new found sphere, another ocean to make waves upon.


2023-- A Mysterious Road

A brand new road turns up every year 

I travel with hopes of losing last year’s fear

The surroundings are familiar, though some landmarks have shifted

It feels some heavy burdens, at this turn, have been lifted

I travel with less baggage, feel lighter than before

I haven’t lost my longing, my desire to explore

The sun hits the pavement, in this moment I can’t see

That which lays before me is bathed in mystery. 

Poetry, Tricia Schwaba

Sketch, Elliott From

The Love In All Eyes

Hats and pearls and 2 beautiful girls
in the infancy of their promise
Time takes its toll but also bestows
a grace that it truly time-honored

Their crowns are strong, they were all along
their tresses were wild— like fire
They couldn’t be tamed, why should that be the aim?
It’s their wildness conducting the choir 

They’d met long before— it’s cosmic allure—
knowing something harmonious would rise
Truth, contemplation, no sticky stagnation
And savoring the love in all eyes

The pearls hung with care— little beads of prayer
round the bright blue voices they owned
Speaking their minds with strength redefined
surfing the vibes they belovedly honed

They’ve donned their hats— released hooks from the past
each using their hands to heal
From heart centered truth— each a hopeful recruit
on the mission towards divinity’s reveal

Tricia Schwaba 2022— Heartfelt thanks to Natalie Grace Craig for inspiring these words.

 

Mingling & What Not

Art Source: Ashley Percival

Went out last night— to a party.
Very brave of me, mingling and what not.
Talked with some, avoided others. 
Stares morphed into quick look-aways.
Snap judgments were tiny darts.
Damn, always feeling what others blessedly miss.
Too damn sensitive-- true, I am.
How dare they? They don’t know me.  
Shame on them. 
I’m fantastic.

Tricia Schwaba 2022

Bring Out Your Voice, From the archive.

art source: Anon

art source: Anon

Bring out your voice

We have no choice

We can manifest change

Rid the world of the deranged

Don’t be the one to cower

Take cover when it starts to shower

Be the one soaked to the bone

Whose stamina stands alone. 

The wind howls, the branches creak

This world it seems, is not for the meek

In times like these might’s in demand

No choice but for you to take a stand.

Tricia Schwaba, 2020

My Safe Pocket

art source: safespace.com

art source: safespace.com

I sit in my safe pocket of this ailing planet

Want to gain insight, take nothing for granted

I shiver at the notion that I may appear 

To be grasping at straws that aren’t really there.

This insistent urge prompts me to sustain

This practice that leaves me naked, in pain

The notion that for some I may seem trite

Is one I wrestle with in the middle of night.

Yet go on, I do, at the risk of revealing

How distant I am from the exquisite healing.

My scars are many and I pretend not to see

My forgiving reflection as it stares back at me.

Those times I was cruel, thought myself above

The truth clear now, too far from self love

God takes my heart and breaks it wide open

It’s contents spill out stiff and frozen

My pains and regrets so tender and raw.

With warmth of love & acceptance, they thaw.

Tricia Schwaba May 2020

Truth Reaches Out

art source: Ted X

art source: Ted X

Time passes
I can’t find my glasses
I should take more classes
Watch more brothers Duplass’

This apathy scares
I struggle to care
While I take the dare
To repel evil stares

Too much down time
Too much red wine
Too many tangled vines
Too little feeling fine

Truth reaches out
Screams & shouts
What it’s about?
How love lives throughout.

Tricia Schwaba, June 2020

The Woman Wears Gold

art source: anon

art source: anon

I aspire to be the woman wearing gold

Flaunting my jewels they’re a sight to behold

I need you to see that my house it sparkles

I need you to know my neighbors, they marvel

 

For mine is a life that I believe to express

The desired glistening to all who have less

I’m a skilled performer, my humility seems true

Those petty insecurities, they never show through. 

I take the classes, I purchase the goods

I navigate the waters of “want to” & “should”

My desire is power to control and define 

And to slide through life untouched by the grime

 

Inside I am a child, running from my past

The messy house, the cheap looking-glass

That image that now stares back at me

Has amassed her fortress and it has just one key.

 

I stare down my bloodline, it will not triumph

My kids they will soar in their jets, yes they’ll fly off

To exotic locales drenched in fashion and taste 

Keeping struggle at bay ‘til facades fade away.

 

If only this worked, this creative avoidance 

If only I knew that I lived in accordance

With Divinity’s creed and the blessings so pure

Until then, this charade, I will have to endure.

Tricia Schwaba, May 2020









































Let Beauty Remain

art source: Shiloh Sophia McCloud

art source: Shiloh Sophia McCloud

There is often a tendency to fog the mind

Worse yet, feigning clarity the entire time

The moment comes when the fog it lifts

And lost time evaporates like Avalon mist.

The beauty in that, is when the insight hits you

Your cares diminish and you wear what fits you

No longer worried about what has been done

The focus becomes the Earth you stand upon.

Preference, proclivities, interests and love

Become actualities, not dreams stored above

Your skin holds you present, you understand fate

Can knock on your door on any given day.

With time less available possibilities seem clear

Not hindered by delays, or a doubter’s glare

The wrinkles diminish, the fabric’s laid out

Your mural is woven with life-affirming vows.

The threads, some are thicker and others don’t hold

Those with resilience are the ones to behold

The friends, fertility, the sustenance, the rations

Those textures you’ve offered in a life you’ve imagined.

Whether here for the duration or just one more day

The fog can be lifted in a myriad of ways

I’m guessing that most involve love in some fashion

And probably uncovering some long hidden passion.

Time is the question, creativity the solution

What inspires bliss and sidesteps retribution?

I shift my perspective as my time here wanes

And hope when breath fades that beauty remains.

From the archives, Tricia Schwaba, 2014

Willing To Be There

Source: saatchiart.com

Source: saatchiart.com

I’m trying not to anticipate, taking each moment as it comes

Stretching, reaching for equity in hopes I can become

A human who lives it right, a human that truly dares 

A human that as the paradigm shifts is willing to be there

To take the leap of faith required to assist and heed the call

Not keep myself concealed from the tenderness of it all

Tricia Schwaba April 2020